April 2011
11 posts
35546.) No matter how hard I try, it's never good enough. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Sometimes I think everyone would be better off without me.
35556.) I find it hard to trust people. I overthink things and overanalyze situations. I can't help it. I just don't want to be so broken again.
seriously i just cant take it anymore. im so ready to quit lax, but im not a quitter and refuse to. its just annoying, call me a sore loser, i dont give a fuck. loosing every game sucks. 36 sprints tomorrow? is that a joke? having the same couple of girls play their heart out every game isnt going to get us a win. and as if runnings going to make us any better. like i dont get it, teams we’re supposed to beat like rape us. that makes no sense. legit almost handed my jersey in today.
you can keep thinking i care. but i dont. go ahead convince yourself i care, but im over it.
